IMG_6959I know….I know.  I have not written in a few days.  It’s not really because of losing focus, it’s because I have diverted my focus onto something equally as important. I have a few commitments that take a lot out of me.  So at times during the week, I may close my laptop a little early to get some extra rest.  I have to do it, or I will get in trouble with my hubby.    He is keeping as sharp an eye on me as I am on him when it comes to our well being.  

Today….I am in the middle.  What I mean by that is I am in the middle of waiting.   So far it’s been pretty good, not really any stress or worry, but a bit of excitement.   Ok, so maybe a little trepidation.  So where is the middle?  It is between the MRI and the results.  

So my hubby went in to get an MRI last Friday to see the results of surgery and radiation to eradicate a benign brain tumor.  So this Friday, we get the results…. Or just find out the current status of his very hard head.  While this could be a time of stress and uncertainty, it has been good due to some timely truth.  I was driving to work last Friday and listening to the radio as I tried to dodge the crazy drivers down here in my little part of the world.  As I drove, a song came on that I hadn’t heard in weeks.  The song is a special one to me, it was comorting while walking through this weird time with my hubby.  

The song talks about trusting in God, and believing that He is walking with you through whatever you are going through.  I really love the chorus…..

I’ve seen You move, come move the mountains

And I believe, I’ll see You do it again

You made a way, where there was no way

And I believe, I’ll see You do it again 

It’s meaningful to me, because it’s been so true in my life.  I mean…come on!  My hubby is still married to me after 33 years!!  I have seen the goodness of God!!  Glory, hallelujah!  IMG_7743If He can do that for us, He can do anything!  

Anyhow…. I hadn’t heard it in weeks, and blasted the volume and just had a great time signing my little heart out.  It gave me encouragement for the morning, and then made me cry.  I knew my hubby would be going to his appointment that morning.  It was like a message reminding me that the God who walked through the first round of this fight, would be there for the final bell.  What a message of HOPE!  And there ain’t nothing better than hope on a Friday morning!

IMG_0559When I got to work I glanced at my phone and saw that he’d already sent me a message.  I opened it up and cried again!  No… no selfies.  Just a snapshot of one of the large landscapes that decorate the wall of the hospital.  It was my favorite one…. a hillside full of Golden Poppies!  Just gorgeous!  The craziest thing?  The timing was perfect….. as I was rocking out to one of my favorite songs, he was sending me the picture that would encourage.  So there again God was speaking through the ways I love to hear Him best… the beauty of His creation and music!  

So I started this earlier in the week, and it’s taken me a few days to get through it.  Yikes!!  So today is Thursday…. The perfect day to finish this post.  Tomorrow we go to see the doctors, but we don’t go alone.  We trust in the Lord Jesus who walks with us.  And we wait for tomorrow…. Ready for Him to DO IT AGAIN!